Whats it like being told that your dreams will always remain just simple dreams of a your childhood. To forget them and move on with life. I'd never imagine a day where such thoughts would cross my mind, not now anyways. To be told to never cause the line of dreams and reality and to sit on the sidelines and watch my dreams float on by but never cross the line. How am I supposed to go on with life knowing that my dreams will never become reality but they in fact will always just remain a dream of mine. I have lost all reason to exist in a world where i am told that my dreams will in fact just remain in my dreams. At times i wish my life was like a movie and will get through the tough times, but i dont know about this one. Being told that your dreams will never be is not easy to take. I use to think life was focused around my dreams and i should follow it. Now i dont know anymore. I dont know anything and lost all reason to live in a world where your told to give up on dreams. I have lost my will to exist. I might as well not exist. I dont know if im strong enough to let go. I always thought i could make a difference in the world, do something different from the rest and tell them i did something that everyone thought was impossible and made people believe in dreams. How can i make people believe when i dont even believe in myself anymore cause someone told me it was not possible anymore and i should give up.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Where do i go from here??.....
Whats it like being told that your dreams will always remain just simple dreams of a your childhood. To forget them and move on with life. I'd never imagine a day where such thoughts would cross my mind, not now anyways. To be told to never cause the line of dreams and reality and to sit on the sidelines and watch my dreams float on by but never cross the line. How am I supposed to go on with life knowing that my dreams will never become reality but they in fact will always just remain a dream of mine. I have lost all reason to exist in a world where i am told that my dreams will in fact just remain in my dreams. At times i wish my life was like a movie and will get through the tough times, but i dont know about this one. Being told that your dreams will never be is not easy to take. I use to think life was focused around my dreams and i should follow it. Now i dont know anymore. I dont know anything and lost all reason to live in a world where your told to give up on dreams. I have lost my will to exist. I might as well not exist. I dont know if im strong enough to let go. I always thought i could make a difference in the world, do something different from the rest and tell them i did something that everyone thought was impossible and made people believe in dreams. How can i make people believe when i dont even believe in myself anymore cause someone told me it was not possible anymore and i should give up.
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