I linger on the past because I felt like I never really lived it in the first place, you know?

I'm back folks! I've been on a little vacation, a vacation to where? to my soul! LOL just kiddin that sounds ridiculous. I've been taking some time off from life and trying to just be. Not as easy it sounds. So much has happened since I last communicated with the human race.

A person i thought i knew so well, only to learn i didn't know them at all. to think that person would hurt me like this, i would never imagine it. It was a tough time in life for me, everything seemed like it was falling out of place i didn't know who i was, felt like the end for me. One of my good friends to me sometimes we have to go through the bad people to weed them out and realize who our true friends and people who will truly look out for you. I'm trying to move on from this experience every day, each day is a step towards a new life.

I'm slowly realizing the things that are important to me in my life and working towards that way of life. I've learned that one learns most about life is through their mistakes. Sometimes i think that the past was a lot better than the present but at times i find myself recalling the past times and realizing it wasn't as great as i thought it is.

But for now i wish not to ponder of the past, or my mistakes. Only the present moment in which i existence. To keep my dreams alive of my constant pursuit of happiness. To live for my dreams, their beauty and wish to share my genius of my talents with the world. To make a difference. To be somebody that i never that i could imagine i could be, to show the world they can be somebody too. Not to be afraid of my dreams, no matter how big or small. Never give up no matter how scary the world seems.